| Location | Plymouth |
| Age | 48 years |
| Date of Birth | 7/1938 |
| Date of Death | 5/1987 |
| Visitors | 1,013 since 16/06/2007 |
| Creator |
Please light a candle for my dear dad, I was seperated from him when he and my mother split up
social services kept him away from me he died back in 1987 I was only 4 weeks old when I was put in
care.....I met him when I was older but sadly I was not ready to have him in my life,something I
will always regret......He was a very special man and I will always feel guilty for not giving him
break.....Dad I am so sorry....I love and miss you dearly.......
What can I say dad I never knew you growing up then I met you when I was 18 things didn't work
out for us did they dad ? well not until it was too late and I found out you died 6 years after you
actually passed I was devastated and my life has never been the same I break my heart often over you
and look at your picture all the time you mean so much to me and I am so sorry you had the life you
did and I am sorry that social services never gave you the chance to shine. I always have and
always will love you dad, I cant get over you and I will never forgive myself x x I am writing a
book now dad called cracked mirror and I hope it gets published its all about you mum and my life in
general as you know life was very hard for me but you never forgot me did you ? I know it was
painful for you to watch me grow up with other people life is cruel like it was cruel for you to go
without me saying sorry or goodbye. You have 2 grandchildren dad I have Cory who is 7 and little
Casey Paige Jon's little girl, he is wonderful and it hasn't been easy for any of us but
we have managed x I think of you all the time dad and I will miss you for ever I love you so much it
hurts. Rest In Peace darling dad your eldest daughter Nikola and grandson Cory x x x x x
for my friend xx
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Im sending you a ray of light,
To heal and rest your mind,
A teaspoon full of love and prayers
As i light a candle, I find.
☾☆ ☾☆ ☾☆☾☆ ☾☾☆
A special angel bringing good health,
Kneeling in pray for you
Heartfelt good wishes and positivity,
In everything you do.
☾☆ ☾☆ ☾☆☾☆ ☾☾☆
So when you need an angels hug,
You'll never need to look far
Just say a little angel prayer
And god will know just where you are.
☾☆ ☾☆ ☾☆☾☆ ☾☾☆
sending you all my love as always emma (elaine smith) xxx
♥ღ♥ Gone Only To Others ♥ღ♥
Others, who do not know,
Tiptoe around your name
Unaware that your name is silently
Written on my heart, my soul, my life
And inwardly I cry out to hear it spoken.
Others who do not know
Think of you as only in the past,
And believe
That you only exist in my past too
Not understanding that you are
Past, Present, Future.
Others, who do not know,
Feel you as gone,
And fail to see the reality of you
Never being ‘truly’ gone from me.
The empty void of your absence
Is filled with your presence,
Your life will forever weave through mine
The divine bond cannot be severed.
Others who do not know,
Mistakenly may think that my love has been
Weakened by separation,
Feelings ceased,
Not so.
Entwined and strengthened
My love for you lives on
And has not died with death.
But you know all this,
If only others knew.
Dear Nikola, Sorry for the delay in writing John's tribute, I have moved house and everything has all been up in the air lately. Thinking of you always. Love Mel (Grace and Francis Doe)
♥♥ Please pass this on to remember our little ones ♥♥
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Take a moment of your day♥
To maybe sit and in your mind♥
Think of all the precious babies♥
Yours, theirs and mine♥
Those whose short lives were over♥
Before they had really ever begun♥
Those precious little bundles♥
Who have made us all a Mum♥
Their tiny lives have touched us all♥
And what I want to say♥
They have brought us all together ♥
Each and every day
The babies whose beautiful faces♥
In our minds forever will be♥
Whose names are etched within our hearts♥
For anyone, the whole world to see♥
The babies who touched our lives♥
Who we think of through our tears♥
I hope in time we will be able to smile♥
When we remember them through the years♥
So this week while we remember♥
All our babies who had to go♥
We shall show the world we are united ♥
And how we love and miss them so♥
♥♥ Please pass this on to remember our little ones ♥♥
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---------OOOOOO----- ----------- OCTOBER♥
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---------OOOOOO----- -------------IS♥
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---------OOOOOO----- ----------REMEMBERENCE♥
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---------OOOOOO----- --------DAY♥
Take a moment of your day♥
To maybe sit and in your mind♥
Think of all the precious babies♥
Yours, theirs and mine♥
Those whose short lives were over♥
Before they had really ever begun♥
Those precious little bundles♥
Who have made us all a Mum♥
Their tiny lives have touched us all♥
And what I want to say♥
They have brought us all together ♥
Each and every day
The babies whose beautiful faces♥
In our minds forever will be♥
Whose names are etched within our hearts♥
For anyone, the whole world to see♥
The babies who touched our lives♥
Who we think of through our tears♥
I hope in time we will be able to smile♥
When we remember them through the years♥
So this week while we remember♥
All our babies who had to go♥
We shall show the world we are united ♥
And how we love and miss them so♥
For Nikola
..°•.♥.•°.°•. ♥.•°.°•.♥.•.. ♥
Look for me in springtime
As raindrops fill the air
In the splendour of the rainbow
You’ll find my presence there.
You will find me in the fragrance
Of April’s sweet perfume
Drifting through the clover
On a sultry day in June.
An August day will find me
Upon the summer breeze
On the distant sound of the thunder
In the gently swaying trees.
In the golden fields of harvest
Is where I can be found
As autumn time approaches
And leaves comes tumbling down.
In the wintertime when days are short
And chill is in the air
Just look into a moonlit night
You’ll find me lingering there.
When the setting sun has gone away
And shadows fill the night
When the cloak of darkness lifts its veil
I’ll be your morning light.
So when you feel discouraged
And at night to God you pray
You’ll feel me there beside you
I’m just a breath away.
..°•.♥.•°.° •. ♥.•°.°•.♥.•.. ♥
Sorry I haven't been on for ages, but please know you are always in my thoughts. Love Mel (Grace and Francis Doe). xxx
MY LUV TO NIKOLA XXX
No words I write can ever say
how much I miss you everyday.
As time goes by, the loneliness grows,
How I miss you, nobody knows.
I think of you in silence,
I often speak your name.
But all I have are memories,
And a photo in a frame.
No one sees me weep.
But the love I have for you,
Is in my heart, and mine to keep.
I have never stopped loving you
and I know I never will.
Deep inside my heart,
You are with me still.
Heartaches, this world are many,
But mine is worse than any.
My heart still aches, as I whisper low,
"I need you... and miss you so."
The things we feel so deeply
are often the hardest things to say.
But I just can't keep quiet anymore,
So I'll tell you any ways.
There is a place within my heart
that no one else can fill.
I love you and I always will!
To My Special Friend with Lots Of Love
Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug*
You are my friend...And I hope u know thats true...no matter what happens... I will stand by u... I will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... I will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship and watch who sends it back to u.
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IF Y0U GET IT BACK IT MEANS THEY L0VE AND CARE f0R Y0U AS Y0U L0VE AND CARE F0R THEM
''I MET U AS A STRANGER AND TOOK YOU AS A FRIEND
Sending you all my love as always Emma xxx
LUV TO NIKOLA XXX
Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug*
You are my friend...And i hope u know thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship and watch who sends it back to u.
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I MET YOU AS A STRANGER
I TOOK U AS A FRIEND.
I HOPE WE MEET IN HEAVEN WHERE FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS
for my friend xx
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`·.¸(¨`·.·´ ; ; ;¨) ¸.·´
×°× `·.¸.·´ ×°×
Im sending you a ray of light,
To heal and rest your mind,
A teaspoon full of love and prayers
As i light a candle, I find.
(¨`·.·´¨) (¨`·.·´¨)
`·.¸(¨`·.·´ ; ; ;¨) ¸.·´
×°× `·.¸.·´ ×°×
A special angel bringing good health,
Kneeling in pray for you
Heartfelt good wishes and positivity,
In everything you do.
(¨`·.·´¨) (¨`·.·´¨)
`·.¸(¨`·.·´ ; ; ;¨) ¸.·´
×°× `·.¸.·´ ×°×
So when you need an angels hug,
You'll never need to look far
Just say a little angel prayer
And god will know just where you are.
(¨`·.·´¨) (¨`·.·´¨)
`·.¸(¨`·.·´ ; ; ;¨) ¸.·´
×°× `·.¸.·´ ×°×
sending you all my love as always emma (elaine smith) xxx
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When you feel a gentle breeze
Caress you when you sigh
It's a hug sent from Heaven
From a loved one way up high.
If a soft and tender raindrop
Lands upon your nose
They've added a small kiss
As fragile as a rose.
If a song you hear fills you
With a feeling of sweet love
It's a hug sent from Heaven
From someone special up above.
If you awaken in the morning
To a bluebird's chirping song
It's music sent from Heaven
To cheer you all day long.
If tiny little snowflakes
Land upon your face
It's a hug sent from Heaven
Trimmed with Angel lace.
So keep the joy in your heart
If you're lonely my dear friend
Hugs that are sent from Heaven
A broken heart will mend
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I bottled up a bunch of hugs
To send them off to you,
Friendship hugs, hugs of love,
Even bear hugs too!
It's filled with the most special hugs,
Only the very best would do!
I hope that you'll remember this
Whenever you feel blue,
Because these special, bottled hugs
Should last the whole year through!
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Thank you for all your support sending you all my love as always emma xxx
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