| Location | Plymouth |
| Age | 48 years |
| Date of Birth | 7/1938 |
| Date of Death | 5/1987 |
| Visitors | 1,015 since 16/06/2007 |
| Creator |
Please light a candle for my dear dad, I was seperated from him when he and my mother split up
social services kept him away from me he died back in 1987 I was only 4 weeks old when I was put in
care.....I met him when I was older but sadly I was not ready to have him in my life,something I
will always regret......He was a very special man and I will always feel guilty for not giving him
break.....Dad I am so sorry....I love and miss you dearly.......
What can I say dad I never knew you growing up then I met you when I was 18 things didn't work
out for us did they dad ? well not until it was too late and I found out you died 6 years after you
actually passed I was devastated and my life has never been the same I break my heart often over you
and look at your picture all the time you mean so much to me and I am so sorry you had the life you
did and I am sorry that social services never gave you the chance to shine. I always have and
always will love you dad, I cant get over you and I will never forgive myself x x I am writing a
book now dad called cracked mirror and I hope it gets published its all about you mum and my life in
general as you know life was very hard for me but you never forgot me did you ? I know it was
painful for you to watch me grow up with other people life is cruel like it was cruel for you to go
without me saying sorry or goodbye. You have 2 grandchildren dad I have Cory who is 7 and little
Casey Paige Jon's little girl, he is wonderful and it hasn't been easy for any of us but
we have managed x I think of you all the time dad and I will miss you for ever I love you so much it
hurts. Rest In Peace darling dad your eldest daughter Nikola and grandson Cory x x x x x
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~ My heart is truly broken ~
~ My tears they fall like rain ~
~ I wish i could see you one more time ~
~ To ease this awful pain ~
~ I know that you're in heaven ~
~ And in heaven you shall remain ~
~ A very special angel ~
~ Until we meet again ~ xXx·.♥.·°.°·.♥. xXx
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Hi Nikkola, Just wanted to say thank you for lighting a candle for my partner yesterday on his 1st anniversary. It means so much to know your in the thoughts of others who feel the same pain and loss. You and your dad are in my thoughts. xx
Hi Nikkola
Just wanting to say hi to you and thak you very much for thinking of our Christi on her birthday earlier this week. I was really moved by the story of you and your dad. I'm sure that he's never too far away from you & I bet he's really proud of you & loving you lots too. I can guess at how rough things must be for you sometimes. I can feel the same way although my reasons are a bit different to yours. I know it doesn't always help but you aren't alone with it.
Take care of yourself Nikkola
Love Emma xx
PS - Love to Cory too x
so sorry for your loss, its never easy to lose a parent and I also lost my dad at a young age, he was only 41, my heart and my thoughts are with you, with love Janie xxx
Hold On
Hold on to what is good even if it is a handful of earth,
Hold on to what you believe even if it is a tree that stands by itself,
Hold on to what you must do even if it is a long way from here,
Hold on to life even when it is easier letting go,
Hold on to my hand even when I have gone away from you. xxx
Supporters
HELLO ONE AND ALL, I AM OVERWHELMED BY THE CANDLES AND TRIBUTES THAT YOU ALL LEFT FOR MY BELOVED DAD, THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH YOU HAVE MADE A VERY HARD DAY THAT MUCH EASIER.....ALTHOUGH MY DAD DIED 21 YEARS AGO i ONLY FOUND OUT A FEW YEARS AGO SO ITS STILL PRETTY RAW XXX THANKYOU ALL FOR YOUR KINDESS AND SUPPORT I HOPE YOU ALL REALISE JUST HOW MUCH IT HAS HELPED ME LOTS OF LOVE NIKKOLA XXXX
DAD
HELLO DAD, WELL HERE WE ARE AGAIN, ANOTHER YEAR HAS PAST, AND I STILL ACHE SO MUCH WITHPUT YOU....JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW I LOVE YOU DEARLY AND MISS YOU SO MUCH ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY....CORY MISSES HIS GRANDAD SO MUCH....WISH YOU COULD BE HERE SHARING A BEER WITH ME.....THERE HAS BEEN SOME LOVELY PEOPLE LEAVING TRIBUTES, PICTURES AND CANDLES FOR YOU DAD SO THATS REALLY NICE XXXX NIGHT NIGHT DAD, YOUR DAUGHTER NIKKOLA XXXXX
Thinking of you dad
To my dear dad, its your anniversary on the 6th of may and its a day that even now fills me with so much sadness, I miss you so much and I love you dearly, not a day goes past when I dont think of you and wish with all my heart that you could still be here with Cory and I...... Yellow roses have such a deep meaning and only you and I know why, I often ask the angels if they can guide you to me to let me know that you are close by and that you are okay.....Please dad give me a sign....I love you so much your forever loving daughter Nikkola xxxxx
Hey Daddy
Hello Dad, just checking in making sure you are okay, life is so hard without you and tuesday is fast creeping upon me, I am so scared and I dont know why, I wish you would comfort me and tell me you are okay....I love and miss you every single minute of every single day xxx you are always in our thoughts love you daddy,Nikki and Cory xx
FATHER AND DAUGHTER
HI DAD....JUST THOUGHT I WOULD SAY HI....TO LET YOU KNOW I MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH AND THINK OF YOU ALL THE TIME.....LIFE HAS BECOME A BIT TOUGH LATELY BUT I'M HOPING TO SORT IT ALL OUT IN TIME.....I LOVE YOU DAD AND WISH YOU WOULD COME TO ME IN MY DREAMS TO LET ME KNOW YOU ARE OKAY AND YOU FORGIVE ME FOR TREATING YOU SO BADLY X X X X NIGHT NIGHT DAD SPEAK TO YOU SOON ALL MY LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER YOUR DAUGHTER NIKOLA X X X X
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